I'm 27, live in London, England and I've been here before! Now I'm back and will try to turn it all around properly this time! Gone forever: 4.2kg (9.3lbs) CW: 26/08/13: 106.9kg (235.7lbs) 19/08/13: 107.9kg (237.9lbs) 12/08/13: 107.9kg (237.9lbs) 05/08/13: 108.8kg (239.9lbs) 29/07/13: 109.0kg (240.3lbs) 22/07/13: 110.7kg (244.1lbs) 16/07/13: 110.9kg (244.5lbs) SW: 111.1kg (244.9lbs)

It's not a Diet, it's a Lifestyle Change!

Guess that’s sorted!

Guess that’s sorted!

First engagement, now promotion!!!

So, ten days after getting proposed to, I now have been promoted to General Manager!!! I will get my own restaurant in a week!!!!!

So, yes, I am looking at wedding stuff - this is the most ridiculous thing I’ve seen so far…

So, yes, I am looking at wedding stuff - this is the most ridiculous thing I’ve seen so far…

Dinner: cobb salad with Pomegranate

Dinner: cobb salad with Pomegranate

Dinner: salad with frankfurters

Dinner: salad with frankfurters

This is personal, please just ignore if you can’t be asked with it.

I am not the kind of person who has lots and lots of friends. My best friend is the man I’m going to marry and he knows me better than anyone else. Besides that I have three people who I call my best friends and they are the three friends I want at our wedding - we are aiming for a very small wedding. Of course I have a few other friends but those three are my “core” so to say. I’ve known them all for over 8 years but I know them from different situations in my life. The one friend I have known the longest - about 15 years - has been a bit of a disappointment recently. She just settled in a new city with a new job and has been absolutely rubbish about keeping in contact, even when I got burgled it took her two days to respond to me. I’ve send her a photo of my engagement ring on Thursday and she didn’t respond, I then showed off my ring on Facebook (mainly for the fiancĂ©’s larger family too see) and she didn’t like it, just commented “you know we are expecting an engagement photo along these lines now” and a photo of Di/Charles and one of Kate/William. I got really upset about this. She knows me the longest and she’s basically implying I copied the royal engagement ring. Anyone who knows me, knows I don’t give a shit about what is commercially in or stuff like that, we picked that ring because it suits me better, it works with who I am, and even people who know me only from work already told me that.

I am pretty sure I am completely overreacting but I just am so upset about this comment! There was nothing “loving” or “joking” in there, and if you knew her you would know how unlike her that is. I deleted her comment and about an hour later she “liked” the pic, I’m still upset. I didn’t expect one of the three friends I trust the most to make a stupid comment like that - openly, not in a private message. I’m fine joking about that (and have already) but not in that way.

Sorry I’m using tumblr as my psychiatrist in this situation, but I really had to get this off my chest. I know this has built up to more than it should be because of the last few months with her, but I just feel like I will explode soon

Oh my, I’m going to marry an amazing cook! He made pearl cous cous with pomegranate, feta, fresh mint, onion, pepper with lamb and tzatziki. Beautiful!

Oh my, I’m going to marry an amazing cook! He made pearl cous cous with pomegranate, feta, fresh mint, onion, pepper with lamb and tzatziki. Beautiful!

Lunch today

Lunch today

Got my ring today (I was given a temporary one and then was allowed to pick one myself). I love it!!!

Got my ring today (I was given a temporary one and then was allowed to pick one myself). I love it!!!

Dinner: cobb salad - only managed half

Dinner: cobb salad - only managed half

Dinner: cobb salad - only managed half

Dinner: cobb salad - only managed half

Food yesterday: salad and 2 small slices rye bread with margarine and for dinner a baked potato with baked beans

We came home from our incredible weekend and found our little Tipsy had died! It looks like she had a heart attack. She was such an amazing little thing and brought us much closer together in our relationship. She’s been with us the whole five years we’ve been a couple. I know some people think it’s just a rabbit, but she’s not! She was so much more for us and it’s heart breaking that she’s not here anymore!

Having a snack in front of the fire, watching Sherlock with my fiancé - perfect 5th anniversary!

Having a snack in front of the fire, watching Sherlock with my fiancé - perfect 5th anniversary!

I AM ENGAGED!!!!!

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